EX-KAWAN

Hey readers. Hari tok aku mao cerita sal tajuk tas yarr. Pahal EX-KAWAN? Sebab ada story di sebalik tajuk yarr. Enjoy.

(2009)

Lulu(bukan nama sebenar) ada seorang kawan. Nama nya Ejat(bukan nama sebenar). Lulu and Ejat tok nang lamak da berkawan. Dakduak yar nang best2 friend la. Time form 1 sama kelas. Sama palak. Hari-hari daknya happily. Ada sekali Ejat hebohkan nok dakduak Lulu dah couple. Lulu sikkesah sebab nya tauk perangey Ejat tok suka berguro baa. Sampey setengah taun, Ejat pun meluah ngan Lulu nok nya tok nanng suka bena bena ngan Lulu. Lulu shock bab time yar Lulu ada buah hati. Lulu pun nolak Ejat. Ejat kecewa. Lalu nya padah ngan Lulu nak nya da sikmao ada pa2 hubungan ngan Lulu gik even KAWAN pun nya sikmao. Lulu sedih ngga Ejat cam yar. Lalu la Lulu nangis. Lulu sikpat nak mujok Ejat gik. Last2 nya tandah jak gik. Lulu anggap hal ya sikkalak happen lam idup nya. Tapi nya gik sayang ngan Ejat and nya still anggap Ejat tok KAWAN nya. Sik lamak kah hal tok happen, Lulu pun break ngan buah hati nya. Tapi Lulu ngan Ejat still sik bertego.  Dakduak yar nang sikbertego sampey ke akhir taun.

(2010)

Taun tok dakduak yar form2. Siksama kelas gik dah dakduak ya. Cam besa, nang sikbertego. 1 hari yar, Lulu dpt tauk nok Ejat bergerek ngan adek kpd senior sekolah daknya. Lulu sikkesah sal Lulu pat tengok Ejat happy even Lulu sedih bab rasa sayang Lulu ngan Ejat bertukar jd cinta kah Lulu break ngan buah hati nya dolok. Tapi, Lulu tandah jak. Sebulan kah yar, Lulu denga berita nok Ejat dah break ngan gerek nya yar. Lulu ingin tanyak ngan Ejat pahal break indah, tapi Lulu takut mok tego. Lulu pun pikir, tandah jak laa.

Beberapa bulan kah yar, Lulu sedih sebab Ejat mao gerek ngan best friend nya. Lulu siktauk mao polah cam ney. Sik kan la Ejat mao ngan best friend  Lulu. Huh. Again, Lulu nangis sebab hal Ejat yar. Then, bermula la kisah Ejat ngan best friend Lulu. Tiap hari Lulu berpura pura happy mun dga best friend nya bercerita sal Ejat. Lulu sikmao best friend nya sakit hati so Lulu lepaskan Ejat demi kebahagian best friend nya.

(2-4 bulan kemudian)

Waa. Bahagia nya Lulu coz Ejat da mula tego nya balit. Ejat mula tego nya time daknya wakil atlet sekolah. Nang Lulu happy gegilak. Lepas yalah Lulu contact gik ngan Ejat. Selalu texting gik and macam2 laa. Dalam Lulu and Ejat rapat balit,Ejat nang gik bergerek ngan best friend Lulu. Tapi, Lulu sikkesah gik bab Ejat dah bebait ngan nya.

Lamak lamak Ejat rapat ngan Lulu balit, ada satu hari, Ejat text ngan Lulu and tanyak, Lulu gik sayang ngan Ejat sik? Then Lulu padah laa, Lulu nang gik sayang ngan nya. Tapi Lulu sikberani padah nok Lulu sayang ngan nya lebih dari seorang kawan. Kah ya, Ejat ajak Lulu jadi gerek gik. Lulu shock! Sikkan laa, ejat dah da gerek ba. Best friend Lulu gik yar. Sik mungkin Lulu mok menyakitkan atie best friend Lulu yar. Then, ngan keberatan, AGAIN, Lulu nolak peluang kedua nok lamak dah Lulu nantik nantik.. Lulu padah Lulu sikmao coz sikmao kecewakan atie best friend nya. And Lulu minta gegilak ngan Ejat so Ejat jaga hati best friend nya. Boh sekali kali sakitkan atie nya. Bab Lulu sikmao tgk best friend nya menangis. Biaar Lulu menangis, tandah Lulu jak yang patah hati asal best friend Lulu bahagia jak.

Tapi Lulu siktahan mun sikpadah ngan best friend nya sal Ejat da minta jd gerek gik. So, Lulu cerita ngan best friend nya. Lulu padah la jangan salah paham. Lulu sikterimak pun. Then, best friend Lulu ambk keputusan mao break jak ngan Ejat yar. Nya rasa Ejat tok sik bahagia ngan nya. Lulu da padah jangan camya, tapi best friend Lulu still mao break. Lulu siktauk nak polah apa, then, tandah jak pa jadi ngan dakduak yar. Rasa bersalah jak bab Lulu la dak duak yar break. Lulu mok minta maaf bab Lulu sikpandey mao jaga perasaan kawan-kawan Lulu.

(2011)

Masuk taun baru. Taun tok Lulu form 3. Lulu sikmao maen2 gik. Nok dah lepas Lulu sikmao kenang. Best friend Lulu dah pindah sekolah. Lulu sedih. Taun tok Lulu sama kelas gik ngan Ejat tapi Lulu and Ejat sikbertego pada mggu first yar. Tapi siklamak kah yar, Ejat ada texting ngan Lulu, and Lulu sikkesah bab Lulu ingt yar just as A friend baa. Then, Ejat mintak Lulu jadi gerek gik. Lulu rasa Lulu mao terima Ejat bab Lulu siktahan nahan rasa sayang ngan Ejat.

02/02/2011,,start laa episode Lulu ngan Ejat. Lulu bahagia gegilak ngan Ejat. Tiap hari dakduak yar sama. Dak duak ya sama atlet sekolah. So berlatih pun sama. Pergi sekolah sama, pergi lab sama and all thing they doin it together.

Ejat suka gilak tgok Lulu tiup tudung nya ke atas. So Ejat salu maen ngan tudung Lulu sampey Lulu marah kekadang.Nang dakduak yar happy couple time yar. Dekat2 mao Pra Pmr 1, sidak duak study sama2.

Siklamak lepas exam, cuti.time cuti yar Lulu demam. So Lulu sikda mood mao text ngan Ejat, tapi Ejat sabar. Ejat tahan ngan perangey Lulu. Sampey abis cuti, Lulu jarang texting dengan Ejat.

Abis cuti,Lulu sedeh. Lulu denga berita Ejat dating ngan mpuan laen. Lulu kecewa lalu Lulu minta break. Ejat sikmao katanya. Then, Lulu sikmao layan Ejat. Sampey la 03/04/2011,, Lulu and Ejat texting and kaie bena2. Lulu boleh terima Ejat sebagai kawan, Tapi not as a lover.

Ejat sikmao, then Ejat padah sikpala. Lepas tok jangan cari nya, jangan sebut2 namanya because Ejat sikmao pa2 hubungan gik ngan Lulu. Yes. It happen again to Lulu. Lulu sedeh then nangis bena2 malam yar. Nya sikmao hal ya jadi gik. Makin2 dekat mao Pmr tok.tapi, Lulu sikpat mao polah apa2gik. Lulu terima mun dah pya Ejat minta.till now, Lulu RINDU SETENGAH MATI ngan her best best friend,Ejat. Lulu mao Ejat tauk, Lulu sayang gegilak ngan Ejat.

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Enjoy sik cerita tas tok tek? Readers, aku mao takurg tauk, cerita tas yar bena2 happen. So, LULU(BUKAN NAMA SEBENAR) kenek tok nang kecewa gegilak. LULU sikmao lam hidup nya, nya ada seorang EX-KAWAN. So Ejat, LULU sayang ko bah.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                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my memory.

hmm. hey readers. last night, nya texting ngan aku. nya tanyak aku ok ka sik? demam dah oke ka? nang aku happy gegilak tengok text dari nya. siktauk ku nak madah cam ney. nya padah nya gik love aku. uwwaa! sedeh ku baa. siktauk ku mok polah apa. eh! help me! 

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pra pmr 1

pra pmr 1? huh. boh jak ditanyak. terok oleh ku lkali tok ba. 1B7C1D1E. yah. nang kecewa tengok result yar. hais. cam ney mok padah ngan mak mun ditanyak kenak result jadi pya. eh. eh eh.

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part 2

Hey readers. Emm, aku siktauk cam ney mok starts story ku ngan takurg coz aku sedeh gilak2 tok baa. Macam macam rasa ada tok ehh. Ee. Tapi aku rasa kecewa gegilak ngan urg yarr. Ari yarr aku sikpat story banyak gilak co masa sikda. So now aku mok share cerita lok.

Tima ari ahad yar, aku nang siksaba mok balit sekolah. Al maklum laa, mok temu buah hati tek nak ouh. Seminggu siktemu rasa macam setaahun siktemu. Haha. Lawak sik aku. So hari ahad yar aku bersemangat bangun pagi, ready for my clothes mok k mbak g hostel then pegi beli barang.

Nang aku siksaba la mok balit hostel. Excited gegilak ku time yarr. Dah petang tek nak oh, aku tok keuzuran, sikpat solat aku lepak depan blok pentadbiran ngan Wan. Saja jak sambil nantik aek sejuk. Dah la time yar ujan renyai2. Hish. Ng best laa rasa sejuk time yar.

Then lepas ambik aek dari watercooler, aku padah ngan Wan suroh lepak depan kejap, kah ya mekduak pegi depan. Imagine sapa ku temu, hais, mesti la my buah hati time yar. Even aku terserempak kejap ajak, tapi hati aku berbunga bunga. Happy gegilak tengok muka nya even kejap ajak. Hais, mun dapat kaka time yar, nak ka best gik. Tapi yalatek, Wan caling2 nama nya, nang nya sik nyingo. Sakit hati la juak, tapi sabar jak. Ney tauk nya bad mood oh.

Ilek jak. Dah yar tek nak oh, ttime lepak2, daang warden lepak ngan mekduak. Kaka tek oh, datang laa guard. Dah ya nya cita sal ada miak couple kantoi dating katanya, yey, alu la aku tok memoret. Haha. Then warden tanyak, cam ney upa duak org yarr. Nya padah laki k ju wana merah, rambut pacak2 katanya. Mpuan k ju ijo. Nang serius laa, muka aku nang berubah terus. Macam2 aku pikit time yar. Then, aku terpikir laa buah hati aku. Yah! Boh laa camya. Kata ku pun. Takut bebena ku time yarr. Tapi aku try pikir positif. Aku just forget hal yaa and hope benda ya sik betol.

Esok nya, warden nok semalam yar padah ngan aku, mok tauk cita sebena sik sal urg  couple ya marek, al maklum laa, buah hati, mesti laa aku kata mao tauk jak tek nak oh. Nya padah betul laa buah hati nok kantoi ya. Ya Allah. Nang aku rasa mok leput kinek kinek time yar ehh. Aku nang shock eh. Huh. Rasa mao kaong time yar juak nak padah aku tok frust nak mati ehh. Aku sedeh lepas yarr nang aku siktego nya, sakit ati ku dipolah pyar baa. Eh, bencik ku . geram naa asa ku kinek tok. Dah ya petang ya time prep, nya suroh agak nya. First ya nang aku rasa malas nak tengok muka nya, tapi pikir2 aku gik sayang nya, sik kempang atie nak kecewakan nya. So aku agak nya. Nya tanyak laa pahal ngan aku dari pagi tadik siktego nya, yobeh. Muka nya slumber jak. Rasa nak nangis, tapi ku tahan jak. Embak ku senyum, tetak2 jak time ya. Nang serius ku tahan aek mata ku drpd gugok. Then, nya terus2 jak tanyak ngan aku pahal ngan aku. And aku siktahan gik. So aku padah laa tanyak la ngan warden apahal ku marah ngan nya. Then nya padah, oh.hal ya ka. Kata nya. Ciss. Kimaks ehh, nang pya jak pa muka.terus ku chau dari cya. Malas ku nak stay lamak2. Mun ku stay pikir ku genti laen jadi.

Then lari nya agak aku, tarit nya tangan aku, nang ku manas gilak time yar. Aku paling siksuka laki pegang tangan orang sukati daknya jak. Aku sensitif bab ya. Terus ku marah nya. Besa la nak mun da marah, macam2 kuar dri mulut. Aku suroh nya lepas tangan nya, so nya lepas. Aku terus lari dari nya. Ku sik lalek gik dah ngan nya time yar..

Hari rabu yar, mekduak clash. Aku mintak clash bab aku siktahan pa digosip org sinunsitok. Panas telngga ku time yar. Tapi aku TERPAKSA mok clash. Mulut kata laen, tapi hati kata laen. Pya la ku time yar. Kinek aku rindu gegilak ngan nya. Rindu setengah mati.

Ku just mao nya tauk, ku gik sayang nya. Sayang gegilak. Aku rindu time mekduak mula2 couple dolok. Bena la kata org. percintaan tok indah time mula2 jak. Last nya akan berakhir ngan kecewa. Huh! Laen harap ku, laen ku dapat. 

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miss him a lot.

urgh. Aku rindu abang ku eh. Rindu gegilakk! Lamak da ku sik texting nya koh. Bukan sikmok, but I have to stop texting nya. Emm, siktauk pahal ku teringat nya. And kenek ku asa sedeh gilak gilak. Hais. Aku siksuka naa sedeh sedeh tokk.

Ada laa ku online tekk, and aku buka notification aku. Abang ku da comment picture baru aku. Nya padah kasut aku ekot rona kasut nya. Emm. Sikpat ku tgok lamak2 post nya yarr. Lak ku crying susah gikk.

Aku just dapat luah dalam log tok apa yang ku rasa. Aku sikpat nak padah ngan sapa sapa. For you brother,

Dolok mk da ktk k kmk luah masalah kmk. Kenek kmk dah sikda ktk, bukan sikmok kontek ktk, p kmk terpaksa. Mun dapat, ng asa kenek kenek mok text ktk, tapi yalatek, nahan asa jak gik kmk tok, terpaksa kmk meluah ngan blog kmk tok jak gik. Seriously kmk padah, kmk rindu ktk. Rindu gegilak. maybe ktk sikda rasa apa apa time kmk text ka sik text ka, tapi kmk dapat rasa kehilangan ktk koh. Kmk arap ktk baet baet jak. Happy jak cam dolok. Cam ney ngan relationship ktk? Oke? Hope jak suma oke ouh. Boh riso sal kmk. Kmk nang sentiasa oke. Kmk baruk jak abiss exam pra pmr 1. Frusted mk koh. Geo kmk gagal. Hais. P sikpa la. Salah kmk wak, sik belaja. Heeh. K laa. Sorry mun kmk da polah ktk marah, kecik atie ka. Kmk sik sengaja.

Lastly, IMISSYOUILOVEYOU!

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23/03/2011

hey peeps! uwaargh! sedih nya juak eh. kenak laa jd cam tok? hish. siksuka aku jd camtok. ilek jak nya polah aku ptok. kenak bulak mantak2 aku. yobeh. sabar jak aku. kita dah setia ngan nya, p nya alu tinjak palak. menyesal aku ehh. tapi bak kata org melayu, nasi da jd bubur. sikpt nak nyesal2 gik. 

aku hrp laen, laen jadi. eh! sikda mud aku mok story lok. kelak kelak laa beha story gik. 

sad sad lok. haish. dedadu.!

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